How do I feel about you?
I feel really stuck in time with you. As much as I act like I’m over what you did, I’m not. I find no reason to lie anymore.
You said a lot of hurtful things about me that I AM NOT obligated to forgive. And I don’t care how attractive you are, or what power you think you have over me. You know exactly what you’re doing. You can act dumb all you want. I don’t sit around waiting for anyone. I’m so tired of men like you who think you can reintroduce themselves in the life of a woman when you see her at peace.
You have been an emotional vampire to me for far too long and I know that’s my responsibility to fix and withdraw my energy.
I don’t try too hard. I’m not too nice either. You being mistreated in the past is not my responsibility to fix. So you treating me like garbage because of how you were treated in the past, says far more about you than it does about me.
I have what you lack. And maybe that’s why you can’t accept me. But I’ll boast regardless.
I don’t need to mistreat anyone to prove my power or worth. I am compassionate and kind. I am strong, strategic, and I don’t need to hide my strengths or wear a false face to get anyone’s attention on me.
It took me some time to realize how I feel because, believe it or not, I am very detached from my emotions. However, I am trying harder to allow myself the space to feel how I feel so I can be the authentic person I know that I am.
I am putting the love that I give away for free into me now.
Give me time and space.
As ridiculous + crazy as it sounds, I’ve always felt like I have known you for far longer than I actually have in this life. You’ve always felt like a twin flame for me.
Maybe in the next life, you’ll treat me better.
Bye Twin! See you in the next life ❤